Neko Komaeda
Please be aware that this Roleplay Profile has extremely mature and dark themes.
Caution is advised before and throughout proceeding.
This entire Carrd is still a WIP, please check back for changes ❤︎

Quick Biography
A Shapeshifter home to a kaleidoscope of forms, each with their own personalities, urges, desires and origins. Born as a Viera from the very Northern reaches of the realm, Neko is a flirty and fun-loving Veena that tends to act first and think later, preferring to throw caution to the wind in the majority of cases and focus on ‘being here for a good time, not a long time'. Professing to be exactly just as what he works as, this young Bun is always on the lookout for something to occupy his time (or his mouth), attempting to keep those who try to get close to him at arm's length and unwilling to allow anyone a chance to pry away at what is obviously an effort to hide the many layers of secrets this Shapeshifter hides. Some he’s not even aware of. Despite having no clue where his mysterious power seems to hail from (Hint: It’s his past), Neko has an utter fascination with his Shapeshifting ability, dedicating countless hours to researching and testing his own limits, as well as ensuring the safety of others through a concentrated effort of self-containment magicks, determined to protect others from the worst of his many forms. Designated (by the Viera himself) as ‘Shades’, these many forms of Neko’s unsurprisingly have their own goals, some of which will obviously clash with our naturally good-natured Bun. If you want to try getting on this Shifter’s good side, try offering sweets or treats, something he’ll accept no matter the form - and maybe earn a glimpse behind the many masks he wields, entrusting with only a select few the real truth of who he is. As well as who he fears who he will unwittingly release. Or even worse, who he will become.Will you invite them to fulfill your desires?
Name: Neko (Nee-koh)
Race | Clan: Viera | Veena
Age: 45
Gender | Pronouns: Nonbinary | He/They
Detailed Biography
WIP
Finalizing editing and plots
Given Name: Currently Unknown
Chosen Name: Neko (Nee-koh)
Race | Clan: Viera | Veena
Age: 45
Gender | Pronouns: Transmasc Genderfluid Nonbinary | He/They
Orientation: Pansexual | Demisexual | Polysexual
Mood Music Playlist
Since this playlist is a bit of a time investment (4h15m so far), and not everyone has the same music tastes as me, I have also included links to the lyrics to each song and the intended order to listen to them in, as well as a marker to denote the most important/story focused songs. Please note that with the Youtube playlist, I included the official music videos because I thought they deserved recognition and the stories in them do not relate to Neko, only the actual lyrics to each song (although some videos might have some implications to Neko's own story). Feel free to listen through while we RP or in your other leisure time.
CW/TW: Some videos might feature creepy/gross imagery, blood/gore, flashing imagery and/or sexual themes/full nudity (I will mark such videos with a highlight)
☆See Myself by Sub Urban - Lyrics
Body by Mother Mother - Lyrics
☆Possession of a Weapon by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Cradles by Sub Urban - Lyrics
Isolate by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆PATCHWERK by Sub Urban Ft. Two Feet - Lyrics
☆Freak by Sub Urban Ft. REI AMI - Lyrics [Specifically REI AMI's part - Sub Urban's part is Someone Else*]
☆Mycelium Eyes by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Like Love by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Fingernails by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Clip Thru U by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Make Me Forget by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Megalomaniac by aeseaes - Lyrics
☆Numb by Crypto Ft. Janethan - Lyrics
☆Torn by Cobrah - Lyrics
☆What You Sow by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Mascara by Sub Urban - Lyrics
Broken by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Hiraeth by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Lord of Nothing by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Eventually by Tame Impala - Lyrics
☆Rule #5 - James Picard by Fish in a Birdcage Ft. Hannah Epperson Lyrics
☆The In-Between by Unlike Pluto - Lyrics
☆Someone Else by Rezz Ft. Grabbitz - Lyrics
☆Malevolent by Social Repose - Lyrics
☆Chokehold Cherry Python by Ashnikko - Lyrics
☆WEEDKILLER by Ashnikko - Lyrics
☆World Eater by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Cry by Ashnikko Ft. Grimes - Lyrics
☆It Doesn't Matter by The Living Tombstone - Lyrics
☆Cast a Villain by Cjbeards - Lyrics
☆A Gladiator's Dream by Cjbeards - Lyrics
☆The Bog Bodies by Rabbitology - Lyrics
☆ Sleeping God by Rabbitology - Lyrics
☆Wildfire (Gone, Gone, Gone) / Death Song by Rabbitology - Lyrics
☆Magnanimity (Bigger Man) by Rabbitology - Lyrics
☆Time of my Life by Sub Urban - Lyrics
Hi, It's Me by Ashnikko - Lyrics
☆Until It Doesn't Hurt by Mother Mother - Lyrics
☆HEDON by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Worms by Ashnikko - Lyrics
☆Want It All by Ashnikko - Lyrics
☆Cheerleader by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Cirque by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆Borderline by Tame Impala - Lyrics
☆Let It Happen by Tame Impala - Lyrics
☆My Old Ways by Tame Impala - Lyrics
Itty Bitty by Ashnikko - Lyrics
☆Full Frontal by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Lip Smacker by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Liquid by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Microplatics by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Wet Like by Ashnikko Ft. Cobrah - Lyrics
Super Soaker by Ashnikko Ft. Daniela Lalita - Lyrics
Moonlight Magic by Ashnikko - Lyrics
Don't Look at It by Ashnikko - Lyrics
HOT TO GO! by Mother Mother - Lyrics
☆Mercury by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆ Fade into the Dream by Sub Urban - Lyrics
☆WEAPON by MOTHICA - Lyrics
☆I Kill Everything by DeathbyRomy Ft. AWAY - Lyrics
☆LOLLIPOP by DeathbyRomy Ft. Princess Nokia - Lyrics
execution fantasy by the fashion show Ft. ish , Aaron Rizzo, Willow the Cat, Maggie Monica, Ola'D - Lyrics
☆Love You 'Til I'm Dead by Grabbitz Ft. Rezz - Lyrics
☆Just Enough by Luluyam - Lyrics
Daylight by Crypto Ft. DEIIN - Lyrics
☆Take My Hand (Cast a Villain Pt. 2) by Cjbeards - Lyrics
☆Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths - Lyrics
Loser by Tame Impala - Lyrics
☆New Person, Same Old Mistakes by Tame Impala - Lyrics
Panic Attacks in Paradise by Ashnikko - Lyrics
In Character Notes
Glossary
[The White Word] A different sort of code that allowed a bit more freedom with its laws. Due to the harsh surroundings Neko’s tribe hailed from, allowing trade with the scarce few occasional merchants guaranteed the survival through the winter seasons, instead of the typical multiple casualties that ensued each cycle.[Shades] Different Shades can be alternate fantasia versions of Neko's self, various forms of imagined self, or rarely even learned/absorbed memories of past known significant persons of interest that entrusted themselves to him.
Different side effects and/or quirks can be evoked from each form (which Neko rushes to record each time he learns something new), while extreme emotions are able to disrupt a shift, or even cause unexpected reactions.[Shifting] The gift of ShapeShifting that Neko uses to Shift to his different forms; different colored shimmering auras and aether sparkles cover Neko whenever he Shifts, depending on whichever form he is Shifting to.
Extra Tidbits
During his time living in Ul'dah, Neko managed to earn enough Gil to grant himself top surgery in order to remove the breasts that grew during his late puberty, a very big source of his gender dysphoria for the majority of his life.
Despite the fact that Neko is pretty well-versed in all of the jobs in Eorzea, he is really only just decent in combat. The only time he excels, and unnaturally so, is when he is in a few of his special Shadeshift Forms (Worldeater, Angelic, etc.)
Neko actually has hypermobility, which is why his skin is exceptionally soft, however, he also deals with daily chronic pain in his joints, hence why the majority of his Shifts use splints on his fingers.
Neko's scent can vary depending on form between various mixes of: petrichor, fresh fallen snow, spice, bergamot, black rose, wood fires, patchouli, smoky oud, smoky raspberry, Egyptian musk, and warm vanilla.
Due to the experimentation done on Neko and the side effects of such, Neko's blood is a shimmering metallic mixture of black and red.
Shade Form Records
| Shift Form | Physical | Emotional | Notable Changes or Perks | Caution Counseling |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Viera | Heightened senses (hearing), ear and tail sensitivity | Normal levels of neediness and mischievousness | Unnoticed so far | Warning: Due to their anatomy, Neko unfortunately suffers both a Viera heat cycle AND a rut; he used to take blockers to prevent it, but recently he has learned said medications were detrimental to his health, and so now he embraces both openly |
| Miqo'te | Heightened senses (hearing, sight), ear and tail sensitivity | Increased levels of neediness and mischievousness | Ability to purr | Unnoticed so far |
| Hrothgar | Heightened senses (hearing, sight, and smell), ear and tail sensitivity | Increased levels of dominance and mischievousness | Ability to purr | Warning: More feral and instinct-driven than most general forms, seeming to prefer dominance more in this form, fighting/struggling to maintain that role unless subdued/conquered |
| Mouse | Heightened senses (hearing, smell), ear and tail sensitivity | Increased levels of mischievousness | Even smaller size than usual | Unnoticed so far |
| Squirrel | Heightened senses (hearing), ear and tail sensitivity | Increased levels of mischievousness | Slightly smaller size than usual | Unnoticed so far |
Out of Character Notes
About Me
Name: Neko
Age: 31
Pronouns: They/He
Data Center: Aether
World Server: Sargatanas
Time Zone: EST
Please remember that despite many similarities, I am not Neko and Neko is not me, i.e. IC is not OOC.
Looking For
Long Term RP ✔
Long Term RP Partners ✔
Short Term RP ✔
Short Term RP Partners ✔
Approaching
OOC* ✔
Walk Up RP/Tell ✔
*Preferred
Interested In:
Adventure/Journeying, Fantasy, Dark Fantasy, Dark Romance, Personal Character Growth and Development, Slice of Life (sometimes)
Notes:
★ I also want to state that both myself and Neko are incredibly shy people, so we both tend to wait for someone to approach rather than do the approaching (but we're working on it!). I like to make sure those who RP with me do so willingly and because they actually enjoy spending time with us instead of being paid to do so.
★ Above anything else, I value CONSENT and COMMUNICATION, which means if at any time, you would like to stop, please either use the Traffic Light Method or our pre-determined safe word. Our scene will end then and there and we jump straight to aftercare, no questions asked. This also means if you do have any questions you'd like to ask me, please feel free to at any time! Either IC or OOC, whatever works! This also goes the other way, if you feel like I am misunderstanding something (which happens often), please let me know! I won't be able to fix what I'm doing wrong unless I know about it.
★ Availability: I'm disabled so I am home most of the time and available to RP, however please give me enough reasonable time to respond because of this reason too. I can be too perfectionist occasionally, so feel free to poke me in /tell or OOC if I am taking too long. It is also possible that your reply got lost in chat and I didn't see it. I also prefer any in game spicy/ERP to be during the later hours of the evening. Thank you for understanding.
21+ Information
Unless you are above 21+, please DO NOT PROCEED and immediately leave this page.
OOC Quickinfo
Besides a second reminder that IC ≠ OOC, please also remember that I am happily married in real life, so even if Neko flirts or ERPs with your character (who is not you), it's either because I'm working at one of my venue jobs, or I simply enjoy writing smut sometimes (I need practice, sue me). That being said, any ERP I do is strongly preferred to be story-driven, but it is not a requirement.
General Sexual Info
Orientation: Pansexual, demisexual, polysexual
Role: Switch (Typically sub/bottom, but absolutely willing to top/dom in certain circumstances)
Biggest Turn On's: Praise, ear/tail rubbing/petting/biting, tail pulling, partner's moans/pleasure, size difference
Biggest Turn Off's: Degradation, cruelty, unnecessary pain, scat, watersports, bathroom play, age play
Extra Tidbits (21+)
Neko has a tendency to bed first, ask questions later with new people or potential friends they meet. Due to their past trauma, it was the only way they knew how to communicate; with their body.
Neko also has another tendency, in relation and addition to the previous statement, where he assumes those interested in him are only so for his body and never anything further.
Please also let me know if you would like to use any animations before any bookings so I can adequately prepare in time (which includes letting me know if I need any certain ones or not)





